This world is turning topsy-turvy.

Girls are cutting their hair short & guys are keeping their hair long.

Then very soon girls will be mistaken for guys & vice versa.

Then there'd come to a day whereby gender wouldn't matter.

Then homosexuality will be universally accepted.

Then humans will be born hermaphrodites.

Then humans can fuck themselves.

Then humans will reproduce asexually.

No need for relationships.

No need for marriage.

No need for love.

People are telling me I look better in short hair (I don't know if they're being honest) but anyway that's a good thing, except that it makes me feel like as if I've been ugly for many many years before yesterday.

AFTERword:

- EASY-PEASY SHAMPOOING (FUCKING SHIOK I TELL YOU)

- EASY-PEASY DRYING

- Today I was on my way home & I felt kinda warm so I stretched out my hand in attempt to pull my hair to the side then I realised I had no more hair.

- I don't know what to do with my hair rubberbands, curling lotions & hair mousse.

- I will spend an extra hour everyday in front of the mirror just to figure out how to fix my hair.

- Can't stand the fact that Everard Seah's hair is longer than mine.

- One thing I know for sure I don't look likea minah anymore & no one will speak behasa melayu to me.

& I AM GOING TO GET AN UNDERCUT BEFORE CNY NEXT YEAR.

Yo Momma!

Met the guys today @ town to catch Avatar 3-D. Left the theatre after 30 minutes of the screening. Reason being? We were seated on the first row & the 3-D effect was so bad it got all of us giddy & I even went to the toilet to puke a couple of times after that. Or the blue monkeys were probably too gore for me to handle HAHAHA. Ahhhh I know this sounds fucking noobshit but true. Lol.

Besides, I was already feeling pretty sick & had already vomited once before the movie so the movie really made it worse. Have been getting frequent headaches/giddiness/nausea lately I know these are pregnancy symptoms but HELL NO LOL. Probably just work & declining blood pressure. Or maybe my obsession to lose weight is making me bulimic ha.

So chilled outside Cathay till everyone felt better & then Ever got his bus & Kw & I had to catch the last train back so I forced him to take photographs with me & my very LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG hair hee.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I'm so freakin' scared what if I look like shit tomorrow ahhhhhhh.

Dear long hair,

You have been the perfect companion for many many years & braved various ordeals of colouring, rebonding, straightening & curling with me. I know you went through a lot in order to grow down to my waistline. However, all good things come to an end tsk tsk tsk sigh. It's time to move on but don't forget I still love you forever muack muack muack.

P/s: Please grow back soon.

Ahhhh I need panadol.

& my earpiece fucked up on me (again, I know) I got this bad karma with electronics & their accessories laaaa walao & no Holas this is NOT a hint that I'm spending 200 bucks for your UE.

I made an appointment to cut my hair short on Tuesday, 22 December 2009 @ 3.30pm.

I know it was supposed to be like a planned after X'mas thing but I guess I kinda got impatient? I can't wait!

Excited? I seriously have no clue. I'm just hoping it turns out alright - well at least decent enough for me to step out of the salon without feeling paranoid (obviously I know I still will).

Today, I was pillioned at 160km/h. I kinda freaked out but honestly that felt soooo good. Some part of me actually wished for something to go wrong but anyway I wouldn't wanna implicate anyone down with me.

Gosh, I need to change my nocturnal sleeping hours.

& this week will be a hardcore week 'cos I gotta work on X'mas Eve's Eve, X'mas Eve & X'mas. & I can't imagine how it'd be like when Chinese New Year approaches.

I love how I'm not depending on my folks for cash but at times I really wished I never had to work.

& now a pack of cigarettes are lasting me for barely a day as long as I'm hanging out late & it really sucks.

When I pushed you away & told you I didn't need you to care

deep inside I was dying for it

I wished you could push me harder

I wished you could force me to tell you

I wished you could break me down

I wish I could break down & know I still have you there by my side

but you didn't

you never did

& so I waited

& waited

but it never came

& then I realised

what I fool I was

& that you were just like all the other boys

& I was just like another one of your toys

& that boys

they're all the same

they're all the same

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@ 3:19am:

My head hurts like fuck but I'm like staying up to read http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/ b'cos it's so MUTHAFUCKING SWEET it's like I never really knew of couples who still stayed together & endured through obstacles & then live happily ever after.

Still, fairy tales are misleading.

Back from Ever's birthday celeb.

That dude was dead drunk & very VERY sober at the same time, LOL.

I GOT THIS FUCKING URGE TO CUT MY HAIR TOMORROW. TECHNICALLY TODAY.

Got this pimple crisis so if my pimple goes away I will get down to the salon tomorrow. Which I predict it most probably won't 'cos I'm not even near sleeping yet. :/